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man, this passed week has flown by.



i had been thinking earlier in the week how is funny when you're just a kid, all you have is time and you just don't know what to do with it. you get bored and complain that there is nothing to do, you're soooo bored.



when you're an adult.. you have a million things to do and all you want is time to just sit around and not do anything.

if only there was someone that could have gotten it through to me when i was younger, to enjoy the lack of responsibility.. to endulge in all the fun things i like to do...

happy sunday

weekend fun!

this weekend was packed full of goodness!

first, saturday i woke up bright and early to mow the lawn and get some chore-like stuff done. but theeennnnnn at lunch time, i had a meet up with a fellow youtuber! (lukaisntluka). it was the first time i had ever met someone i had coorisponded with on that site. we had been talking for a while on chat and watching each others videos - once we both determined neither of us was weird (in a bad way) we decided to meet up since we were so close!

it was really cool because we met and there was no akwardness, no lull, everything felt right - like we've been friends for ages! its really neat to be able to have a friend that shares the same interest as you. most people that i s/w about the videos think its "neat" but aren't IN to the videos :D i really look forward to a time when i can go to a gathering of some sort. it always seems to hit at a bad finacial time. maybe if there's a 999 close by i can make it out?? :)

sunday was nice. it was father's day so had a little dinner.. hung out.. and my bf and i went and looked at some apartments to get an idea on things to prepare us for our move sometime by the end of this year.

so much stuff is going on right now - both fun and stressful stuff!!

welp, guess i better go.. i leave you with a pic of me and ruthie from sat (thanks ruthie!)

(i think i thought i was hot stuff, look at my silly face!)

changes

okie dokie. this is a new begining. i'm officially cancelling the instant snapshots. you can only get so cute with just sitting in a chair. plus, i'm at work right now posting this (shhh) and i don't have a camera available.

so its official. i have a hair date in mid-july. and i'm changing. if you don't know what i'm changing it to, then i'll guess you'll just have to wait and see!!

things have been picking up for me. this year started off with a bang. as you may or may not know, my bf and i brought our new years in at times square in beautiful new york. it was awesome! but then the year started to go a bit down hill for me.. money issues after money issuse with unexpected bills, procedures.. family illness and a family death.. stress with trying to save money while all of this was going on - it was just taking toll on me.

finally, seems like things are getting on track. i mentioned before that i'm going to be training for a new position in my job. sorry if i keep babbling about it, i'm just excited about getting to a point in my life where my work will pay off for me, instead of just being reconized as a good worker and get more work piled i'll get to (hopefully) see the benefits. with this tho, i am going to be sacraficing some. im disappointed that it seems i may not be able to keep up with my internet fun as much. but its only temparay.

speaking of work.. i guess i better do some!!

productive and thoughtful

man, don't know about you guys but this weekend flew by so fast for me. but at least i felt productive. did some cleaning, laundry, took my four hour "defensive driving" class (online) so i could keep the points off my DL, keep my insurance rate down and all that jazz. i also washed the dogs today and welp.. i think thats about it. i guess maybe i wasn't as busy as most people.. but this is coming from someone who doesn't really like to move from the bed to the computer desk :)

also, i did a little vlog about my current hair delima. haha.. well whatever you want to call it. i'm just kinda bored with the pink. i dont hate it, just craving something different. the last time i did that i had red hair.. then decided i wanted black.. then decided i wanted red again.. boy, that was a traumatic time for my hair - but it pulled through ok. i am thinking about going natural, through the suggestion from my bf. but as odd as it may seem, i almost feel like im not "ready" to. LOL. i guess i should stop being so silly. just like any other color i've done.. when i'm "over" it, i just get a different color. so no matter what i choose, this time will be no different. i just don't want to do another "un-natural" color for the sake of being colorful.. i always choose the colors i wear b/c i like them.. not for the "wow" factor.

holla.

*instant snapshot*

yayness

wow, this week is just flying by. good thing cause i can't wait for the weekend! some big things are headed my way in the next few months. job/position change, possibly moving, just all this crap. its exciting and stressful/scary all at the same time. i need to pinch my pennies even more to assure i will be able to make it through!!

in august, i will start training/schooling for my new position. although its been something i've been working towards for quite sometime now, there's this fear of 'oh no, is this the right thing, can i do it?' or to just plan ol' 'oh my gosh, i can't belive its really happening!!'

*sigh*

this will def be a new begining. its gonna be some work.. but im up for it.. i just hope it goes as smooth as possible.

*instant snapshot*

getting back to the routine

i'm back! i had a great time with my family in ohio. i hadn't seen them in 2 years, so it was nice. plus, felt like i was getting all frazzled here (in my daily grind) so just getting away was so nice!

so i come back to the internet land/youtube land and see that i have missed so many videos and went on a mini video watching marathon yesterday. i probably still haven't viewed all the videos missed this passed week - but i think i at least caught up on the recent ones. i know, i'm cheesey, but although i am subbed to a decent amount of people, i actually sub to people that i WANT to WATCH so when people make videos, i want to make sure that i see them!

i need to make a video as well. but although its only been a week.. i feel like i have nothing spectacular to talk about and i just don't know how to jump back into my groove of making videos.

oh my goodness.. this whole blog has been about youtube.. i must be obessed. hey, can't help it.. i enjoy it so i talk about it!! :)

guess i'll head off now. time to get back into my routine of sleep>work>computer time. isn't my life awesome!?

*instant snapshot*