tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137479835022830692024-03-05T21:18:10.046-05:00jeanyus thoughtsi write (sometimes).
people read (i pretend they do).imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.comBlogger72125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-66568758603302039752010-10-11T21:10:00.000-04:002010-10-11T21:10:08.940-04:00ghosts, spirits and a dead lady playing the pianolast night's dream left me with more of a weird feeling than a full recollection of what exactly i dreamed about. here is my best recall.<br />
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i was a spirit of some sort, a ghost maybe?<br />
there was a young male. i'm unsure if he was alive and i ended up killing him or if he had always been a spirit/ghost and i was trying to contain him because i knew he was negative.<br />
its almost as if i was keeping him in a small space up high, maybe an attic?<br />
i think i had to go and do something and i thought that i had securily trapped/containted this mail spirit. i went downstairs. i'm not sure what i was doing and i don't remember doing anything in particular. i just remember my step mom's face and her smiling. <span></span><br />
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when i went back upstairs, i saw that the male had left and i was really upset/worried.<br />
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next thing i remember i was in this dark place.. maybe a nursing home? i see that the male spirit had brought the body of a dead lady to the place. instead of leaving the body be, he somehow tied it up so that it moved and played the piano. i remember seeing the room, it had a bed and a piano in it, very dimily lit.. and then the old lady, who's face i never saw, was moving almost roboticlly from the strings, and playing the piano. i was worried/saddened that no one would see that this lady had died because she was playing the piano and that her body would start to decompose/smell before anyone would realize.imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-5897575906696730912010-09-18T21:04:00.000-04:002010-09-18T21:04:28.193-04:00humanpeople are amazing creatures. <div><br />
</div><div>so much hate</div><div>so much love</div><div>so much faith</div><div>so much lack of</div><div>and so much more..</div><div><br />
</div><div>all in one species. </div><div><br />
</div><div>very interesting.</div>imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-91345704092058919192010-09-13T23:32:00.000-04:002010-09-13T23:32:13.269-04:00the girls w/ a murder plannight of 9.12.10<br />
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i was with a group of girls. i dont know who they are and i'm not for sure if i thought i knew them in the dream. we went to some store or building. there were some sort of employees there that the girls thought that they needed to kill to move forward to the next thing. i'm not for sure what the big plan was.. but they felt this was neccesary to do. i never saw the bodies of the workers, but i knew they were dead there in there with us. i didn't like that they were doing this, but i felt a sense of almost fear, knowing that if i didn't stay with the girls, they may get angry and may be kill me too.<br />
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we left the store and i remember boarding an airplane. i knew that we were going to atlanta, ga then stopping in south carolina. i knew each place there would be more killing.<br />
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lastly i remember as if the dream was fast forwarded. and there was a narrative over it of me sitting in a small boat with a single little motor on the back with these girls. we were in the middle of a large lake and the water was very still. the narrative explained that the bodies had been chopped up and then anything left was chopped up by the boat motor for the fish to eat. and then we dumped the weapons in the lake as well.<br />
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the boat, with out the noise/use of the motor turned around and and moved "off screen"imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-25937186321032657322010-09-13T22:27:00.000-04:002010-09-13T22:27:06.727-04:00flying over mountains, murderous breed of people and docking on cement9.10.10<br />
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i was in ohio and my friend, stephanie was there with me. i wanted to show her what the area i lived at looked like and the "mountains". she didn't want to go, but i kept asking her why she didn't want to see it because it was so pretty and the mountains looked "just like west virginia" she reluctently went with me.. and i showed her the area by flying. i held her hand and we just took off. i didn't think twice about flying or anything during this.<br />
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the area was filled with certain type of people.. almost as if they were humans with some sort of killing tendencies.. and if you weren't one of them, they would kill/attack you. i remember finding myself in a tunnel/alley type area. it was dark/wet/damp. they were surrounding me.. i was wondering how i was going to pass as one of them, so they wouldn't hurt me. something distracted them before they attacked and i was out of harms way... i didn't know what had happened.<br />
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i was suddenly by a vending machine type thing. there were people around it and the idea of the machine was to select what you wanted, but instead of getting a product (candybar/drink) you turned in to that weird human. that's how everyone was changing. i couldn't understand why people would want to be this way.. and although i knew it was more dangerous for me to live "normally" i wasn't going to select that in the vending machine.<br />
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i decided that i needed to get away. i knew something was after me, maybe left over from the previous dream? i was standing w/ chris and john. but they weren't leaving or moving.. so i got on a ship that was just sailing across to the other side of the island. i sat down and was in the middle of a group of people that i remember from highschool. i was never really friends with them, but i knew who they were. i remember they were talking about someone and i kept trying to remember who it was and i kept thinking i knew who they were talking about, but then realized i was thinking of the wrong person. <br />
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the ship stopped and everyone waited to get disembark. i looked over the edge and noticed that the boat wasn't that far off the ground... in fact, i could just step over the side. i heard the lady/announcer say that "sometimes the water is more shallow than it seems". i stepped over the side and was on the island. i looked back at the ship and saw that everyone was still waiting in line to get off.. i couldn't understand why everyone was waiting to get off when they could just step over the side and be where they wanted to be. i tried to get the attention of the group i was sitting with, but i couldn't. i stepped back from the ship more and noticed that it wasn't even in water, it had pulled up and was "parked" on cement. <br />
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i started to walk around on the sand and just remember thinking it was really bright and the sand was really white. i immediately started trying to figure out a way to get back to the other side of the island, where i had been so eager to leave.imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-9617729398051714772010-09-13T21:44:00.000-04:002010-09-13T21:44:46.533-04:00Fighting Horse9.3.10<br />
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i was in ohio with a group of people. no one i reconized but my dad. we were all gathered around and i noticed a really pretty horse. it's coloring was reddish and shiney. while looking at the horse, its almost as if it "zoomed in" with a close up on it's face. there was a breeze and me looking at this horse was almost in slow motion.. just as a movie presenting a "hot chick" . the horse was staring back at me and it was almost as if the horse was reaching out to me, pointing in some way.<br />
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when this happened, i asked the person next to me, with out taking my eyes off the horse, what was going on and said that this was kinda freaking me out. the person next to me insinuated that they needed to distract the horse. they pulled out a cell phone and turned on the light and waved it around and yelled "hey!" the horse broke the "gaze" and started staring at someone else. the same thing happened.. and someone yelled to help that person out who was caught in it's "gaze".<br />
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next, i noticed that this horse was gazing upon my dad. i noticed that my dad just stared back.. i looked around to see if someone was going to distract the horse at all.. but no one did. the horse then stood up on its back legs and started "punching" my dad with his hooves. although it wasn't as gruesome as it sounds, i saw my dad's face.. just a sadness and eyes closed looking away from the horse. i yelled at the horse and started to hit it. it turned and started to hit me with it's hooves.imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-5613236689983647702010-04-28T19:31:00.002-04:002010-04-28T19:31:21.022-04:00it's almost time..and i have no words.imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-50170493083399186732010-04-27T21:18:00.000-04:002010-04-27T21:18:14.497-04:00srsly d00dalmost may. not to much came of my april. just work, work and more work. <br />
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i want a house.<br />
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i want a new desk/office.<br />
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i want a lot of things. <br />
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does that make me bad?<br />
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my throat feels funny tonight, i hope this doesn't mean i'm getting sick.<br />
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i need to rinse my hair dye out, its been sitting in there for about an hour now. <br />
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blip.fm has my attention (again)imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-56156365323138548942010-04-05T10:37:00.001-04:002010-04-05T10:37:39.740-04:00hi, april.seriously, the time button seriously feels like its stuck on fast forward. heck.. today marks 16 years since front man, kurt cobain killed himself (4/8 was when he was found). why do i remember these things? i dont know.. well i know about this one b/c i was insanely in to them.<br />
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anywhoo... <br />
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yesterday was easter.. but was the first easter that didn't feel like a real easter. (whatever that is) the family didn't get together like normal... for good reason, though. extended family coming in NEXT week.. and we decided to feast later, hehe. but yesterday i ended up going to the local theme park, busch gardens and spending the day there. had a great time.. just far from "easterish".<br />
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here's me and chris on the train yesterday :)<br />
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i heart the internet and social media at its finest, ya'll. but seriously.. human to human communication should not all be lost.imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-46954061634921943232010-03-26T21:24:00.000-04:002010-03-26T21:24:59.272-04:00observation...i often feel uninspired and feel as if i lack the creative juices that just a few short years ago pumped through my veins. however, ever so often, i get a burst/spurt of creative everything all at once. i love this feeling.. but it seems like i then have so many ideas i don't know where to start... so i don't...<br />
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it eventually passes and i'm back to square one.<br />
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so ultimately, i feel like i don't do anything fun or creative anymore.<br />
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depressing.imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-65701327734304264432010-03-15T20:49:00.000-04:002010-03-15T20:49:44.258-04:002010, what have you done...although we are already in the middle of three months, plenty of movement is among my circle, thus far, in 2010. <br />
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birth, death, weddings, serious illness... its just a lot for such a seemingly short time. <br />
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life, what an indescribeable journey...imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-67603145448017638452010-01-19T20:20:00.002-05:002010-01-19T20:23:18.180-05:00time flieshere it is, on the eve of wednesday - the half way point in the working week. i don't know about anyone else.. but time in the past couple of years, has just started to wiz by. my work weeks are going by as equally fast as my weekends. and although most people would find that a blessing (trust me, i'm not complaining about my work days not draaaagggggiiinnngggg on) i'm just finding it crazy/frantic/amazing/scary that time itself is just going way to fast for me.<br />
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although it certainly doesn't feel like i should still be in highschool - those days are far behind me now, it doesn't feel as if i should be turning the corner to 30 already. THIRTY. age has never <em>really</em> concerned me much... only as old as you feel.. yadda yadda... but.. 30 just feels like... ya.. you're a real, OFFICIAL adult now.. haha. <br />
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again, i'm not much one for minding of age.. just seems every year before my birthday, i start wondering what i have done since the last year... where was i... where am i now... where am i going.. and i still have about six months till my birthday.. i guess i just started thinking earlier about it b/c its the big 3-0. just feels missing something right now... feels like i'm "forgetting" to do something ... as if i'm wasting my time not doing something important.. or heck, evening meaningful. it's hard to describe.<br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: center;"><em><span style="color: #999999;">me in '87 w/ an incredible marshmallow mustache :) good times.</span></em><br />
</div>imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-17802938163810673222010-01-17T15:41:00.001-05:002010-01-17T15:48:20.643-05:00graveyard shiftwhat a beautiful day. because of my hermit-like status, i'm admiring the sunshine and breeze from my computer desk. :)<br />
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this weekend, although not completely over, has felt a bit too short. got some needed things done - laundry, cleaning... also got in some family visits as well.. mom, step-dad, grandma... good times.<br />
i also visited my grandpa's grave. it's almost been two years since he has passed. its so strange. <br />
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i go there to "visit", but don't know exactly what to do. i probably was there for a tops of 10 mins.. and at least 5 of those were spent locating his actual plot. when i finally found him, the first thing that caught my eye was his "neighbor's" flowers where knocked over. i straightened them. the second thing that popped out was the attached plot/name plate/tombstone thingy to his - my grandma's. she is thankfully still alive and well, but they already have her names engraved, just with an open "death date". i know this isn't completely uncommon... infact, my family in ohio has the same thing w/ my grandparents there. regardless if its "normal" or not... doesn't make it any less creepy/odd to me. <br />
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i kneel down.. kinda stare.. notice the browness of the grass from the cold snap we recently had. then just kinda sat there thinking.. "papaw.. i dont know what to say.. i just came here to let you know i still think about you." <br />
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i dont know.. it felt "right" for me.. but i'm not sure what the "right" thing to do is, when you're visiting a grave. <br />
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/random thought babble<br />
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</div>imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-46801620139758310972010-01-14T14:43:00.000-05:002010-01-14T14:43:26.119-05:00its the little things...it's amazing what a little fresh air and sunshine can do. for anyone who has read through my blog before, you may know that i work from home and in the past year and a half have become more of a hermit than i ever dreamt of becoming. there are sometimes where i dont even peek outside my window at days at a time... and i often find myself dragging and just plain out feeling BLAH. <br />
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today i got a surprise "IM" from my kinda, sorta mother in law (whom also works from home) and her and her employee invited me out just to run some errons and get starbucks. It was just the pick up that i needed! it was nice to get out of the house and actually being social with someone face to face instead of through txt or internet. don't get me wrong, i love my internet and all the commincation that comes with it.. but apparently i've been under estimating the power of real life human contact.<br />
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yay for little things that brighten your day!imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-11125548032671209552010-01-13T20:12:00.000-05:002010-01-13T20:12:57.090-05:00sharing is caringfelt productive in work today. which was good. the past few months i've just kinda felt like i've been pushing paperwork to a different side of the desk each day, only to make more room for more. but who doesn't feel that at times.<br />
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feeling like i really want to reach out and be creative... like i was not too long ago.. but it seems like in the past couple of years i've fizzled. how do you get something like that back?imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-69284608050458754772010-01-12T20:37:00.000-05:002010-01-12T20:37:08.667-05:00It's 2010..Man, I feel all futuristic just writing the year now. Wasn't this the time frame that we all should be having personalized jet packs and robots in our houses do clean? No? <br />
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Another year has come and gone.. no, i didn't make any new years resolution - kudus to those who did and actually kept to their newly found "goals" for at least the first full week of the year :) i'm hoping for great things and happiness to come over me and my family in 2010.. but not just b/c its a new year.. guess just now sounds like the time for wishing and throwing things out there.. and topping it all off w/ "2010". <br />
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I had a wonderful christmas... probably one of the best i have had in a while. i haven't been with my dad and family in ohio for christmas in several years - since i was a teenager. and with the help of one of my younger sisters, i was able to surprise everyone and showing up christmas eve. it was really great. i get tears in my eyes just thinking of the great time i had up there. nothing too much was done.. but just being with my family was awesome. it really stinks having your family spread out like that.. i would love to be closer.. but moving closer to one, leaves me further from another... i over think a lot of things and moving is one of those things i have kicked in my head for several years. <br />
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i'm not too sure what today's blog post is all about.. considering i haven't posted in a couple of months (typical) i just had the urge to blog. hopefully i'll get the urge to blog again soon, and maybe.. just maybe.. someone will have the patience to read through my dribble.<br />
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happy janunary, everyone.imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-25327878572977621712009-11-22T19:57:00.003-05:002009-11-22T20:00:50.064-05:00updatewelp, here i am... almost turning the curve to arrive at the end of November. Where in the world did 2009 go... SERIOUSLY?!<br /><br />i've been pretty busy recently, but in a good way. last week chris and i went on a vacation to grand cayman and mexico - it was much needed! not looking forward to getting back to the grind tomorrow morning, although with it being thanksgiving week - at least its not a full work week so i can ease on in to things ;)<br /><br />man, getting halfway through this post has made me realize why i haven't posted in such a while - b/c i suck!!!imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-89034311921535316492009-07-21T23:33:00.001-04:002009-07-21T23:33:50.484-04:00Bye bye band wagon<p>Ok so in my band days.. I bought a van that could hold bodies and tow our trailer with all of our gear. A year and a half has past now since the band has taken its last bow ... and my van was on its last leg. </p> <p>Today, I finally got a car for ME ... my dream car, a vw bug!!!!!! I know it was the right choice.. I need a reliable car. But with my cheapskate roots.. I just start to get all nervous at the thought of payments again.</p> <p>Man.. hard day at work and all this excitement leaves me mega tired. I just finished packing and wanting to get a good night sleep before my flight to ga tomorrow. Yeah that's right... bought a car and can't drive it till I get back!!</p> <p>zzzzzzzz</p> imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-15359927265566142282009-07-16T19:37:00.003-04:002009-07-16T19:46:21.471-04:00two day streakso this past week or so i've been pretty slammed. it's odd how i find myself normally bored ... then when stuff starts happening - it happens all at once and i complain about being busy. guess i can't be pleased. :)<br /><br />i've been spending time at a a local cat rescue/sanctuary area. they are trying to get grants to help out with funding and they need a video put together and all that jazz. so, since i had adopted a cat from them (adelle), i told them i could help out. i enjoy editing, so its fun for me - and its helping out a good cause, so its all around good!<br /><br />next week, i'm headed to georgia to spend a few days w/ my friend, ashely. for those of you who don't know (and anyone who is actually reading this) i've been besties with her since kindergarten. its awesome, when you think about it, to have had a friend for so long to see you go through all this different stages. i mean... she's seen me through my afro perm to my bleach hair gone wrong - and she's still totally cool with me :)<br /><br />welp, lets see if i'll be able to keep this thing up... but who knows... that's what i said the last three times i decided to "make a comeback". <br /><br />toodles!imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-30622888572946201842009-07-15T14:50:00.001-04:002009-07-15T14:50:44.068-04:00Post from email/phone?<p>Ummmmmmm why would I need to be able to post via email? Cause I'm lazy. I can now write out redick messages and thought via my cell phone.. kinda like twitter but longer... this won't last for me... I'm lazy. Baaaaahhhh!!! </p> imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-38825338038482216732009-04-15T15:45:00.002-04:002009-04-15T15:53:27.499-04:00a much needed updateholy cow!! 5 months since my last post.. FIVE MONTHS!!!<br /><br />apparently, i'm not very good about being faithful to this blog, am i?<br /><br />welp, summing everything up should be pretty easy, considering not too many things have happened. as you may recall, i started my new job in october. up until now, i've felt pretty swamped so my life pretty much revolved around that. this new job, i love it - but it has not come w/o sacrafice. me devoting all my time has pretty much squashed any of my fun/personal/social time. only in the past couple of weeks, have i felt like i've finally got a lasso around it again.. i'm just working on pulling it back in. <br /><br />how was that cowboy-type reference for ya? haha.<br /><br />one thing that i really enjoyed was making youtube videos. i have strayed from both watching and making.. just this week have i tried to get back on track with that. i ENJOY doing them.. so i need to make time for that stuff. otherwise, my life just becomes all work - and i feel like i'm becoming a dull girl b/c of it!! oh noes!<br /><br />well.. i suppose i will go for now.. i dont know how faithful i will be to this blog.. but i certainly am starting up on my yt account again... and i'm hands down a twitter nerd (follow me 'imajeanyus'). small steps my friend, small steps...<br /><br />okie dokie... off now!!<br /><br />later!!!!!imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-42309779820083890442008-11-14T08:32:00.002-05:002008-11-14T08:36:05.993-05:00snap snapwelp, a week has come and passed. last weekend was good - but busy. i ended up not bring my video camera to the fun little photoshoot that my friend and i had. i'm looking forward to seeing the pictures when she's done with them. <br /><br />*yawn*<br /><br />this weekend, i will probably have the regular sat night jam w/ the guys. on sunday, i'm hanging w/ my photography friend again. she's having a shoot for some dogs and i'm going to be her "assistant". hopefully i will be helpful. if not, i'll end up playing w/ the doggies. hehehe.<br /><br />welp, i'm suppose to be working.. so i guess i should do that.. just thought i would check in while i was thinking about it.imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-53474078750978816852008-11-07T08:43:00.002-05:002008-11-07T08:47:09.746-05:00friday, friday, FRIDAY!!2 posts in a 5 day span?! woah, woah, woah... hold on to your britches!<br /><br />this week was pretty good, although its not over yet. i'm looking forward to sunday. as you probably have guest it, i'm a huge ham *blush* and my friend is going to school for photography. she needs some practice and i NEED my picture taken (hehe) so sunday we're going to have fun and take pictures. <br /><br />the plan is for me to get dressed up (i know, since i'm a pj's kinda gal, JEANS is really dressing up for me. ) she said she's gotta dress for me to wear. maybe i'll bring my video camera? hmm...<br /><br />hopefully some pics come out good. i know she'll do a great job.. you know how us gals are just picky about how we look. ;) <br /><br />okie.. i should get to work!!imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-86261903355049538752008-11-03T10:20:00.002-05:002008-11-03T10:29:18.168-05:00its chilly in florida!holy cow. its almost the end of 2008. wasn't i just in time square and we were counting down to start this year off right? i can not believe that we have two more months left and then its "hello 2009"!!<br /><br />when i was a kid, the days went by so slow. even the hours and minutes seemed to take their sweet time passing. now, i feel like i'm grasping on to every second to make sure i can do it all!<br /><br />so, to try to keep this update peppy and un-boring, i'm gonna try and make it snappy. <br /><br />i have moved and am finally feeling settled in. i have completed my training and am officially working from home. today marks start of month two. it is a bit crazy, but i'm finding that each week is getting more and more under control. thus why i am able to update this in the middle of my work day today :).<br /><br />theres a bit of chill in the air, as we all know that is a rariety for flordida. so although i'm wearing pants and rediculously heavy socks to stay snuggily, i would much rather it be this way than me sweating and being all gross from the heat and humidity.<br /><br />hmmmm.. i think thats about it for now.. just working and sleeping. with things feeling a bit more under control, i am hoping to dive back into my e-life with open arms. (im so nerdy).<br /><br />latttteerrzzzzzzimajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-913747983502283069.post-57950348847328059472008-09-12T13:06:00.003-04:002008-09-12T13:13:15.212-04:00update schmupdateokay friends, so its been a while. a long while.<br /><br />i've been crazy busy right now.. as i type this, i am literally in a room with nothing but a computer that is online. now that is dedication, lol. i am waiting for a phone call for the word to take my little minivan thats filled to the brim, to my new apartment.<br /><br />training for my new position is going good, although i'm getting more and more ansy as the money i have saved is so easily flowing out of my bank account to cover all the new expenses.<br /><br />i hope soon i will be settled and not working 9-10 hour days mon-fri, so i can have more play time again. i haven't been making many videos lately on you tube or vlogger heads. yes, i'm on both.. apparently there's hoopla with being on both.. but.. its just web sites, people. sure, you meet some neat people and can build some friendships.. but bottom line, its friggin' web sites, not world hunger.<br /><br />welp, guess thats about me summed up in a nutshell at this moment. i will post again when i am able!!<br /><br />calgon, take me away!imajeanyushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01702651450279319104noreply@blogger.com1